creativity seeker

Never been good at maths, never been brilliant in academic, never been outstanding in sports, never been excellent in communicating and socializing, never been artistic in any sense, never been able to find the same click, never been able to escape from the description ‘weird’, SO WHAT?

So many never been, but that does not mean never will.

It just depends on whether I want to believe in it or not. There’s a common saying, there’s a lie in believe. I know, that’s why the first step to believe is to lie to your own self.

I believe :

I am NOT the best, not even better, I am just different.

That’s enough for me.

~weizeng11~

Just read through my older posts, now only I realise those are kind of GREY.

Friendship is all about sharing, but not only limited to those negative, emotional acts of frustration, should be fair to my friends too, since everyone loves a happy ending~

2009, hmmmmmmmm…..

I have lots of new year wishes this year, but to someone who believes miracles only happen to those who really put in their efforts like me, I think I should be more practical. Instead of keeping those wishes as wishes, I am going to say them out loud here :

To the one who is still collecting back the broken pieces of his heart and has been working like a hard work labour even though he’s the future boss,

Forget about collecting back the broken pieces, find a new one, maybe you need a transplant.

To the one who has been saving the world and remains as low-profile as Clark Kent,

I don’t know what you have been going through, but I know you will be stong because you are the man of steel, remember?

To the alien who finally found someone who has the same frequency as hers,

be happy and we as your friends are really happy for you.

To the one who is going to fly soon and yet filling her schedule as packed as Obama’s,

Chill, stay busy doesn’t guarantee that you will stay happy, many people DO CARE for you and they are really concern about you lately.

To the one who is the chubby version of Bruce Lee,

Our friends may not be very supportive about you taking up Petroleum Engineering, I would say : ” Just follow your heart.” and Guan would say : ” Just do it, like Nike.”

To the one who has no idea what he’s going to do after STPM and now is attempting to mislead those innocent primary school student,

They’re innocent, stop providing the wrong concepts..=P  Hope you can find what you really like deep inside your heart, if you find misleading those children is fun, GO ON and HAVE FUN~

To the one who has unsettled business with Adidas,

I trust you, nothing is going on between you and Adidas, hope that you can find your favourite brand soon. Can consider Puma~

To my female “bro”  who has a Indian-ish English name,

I promise I will watch a movie with you after a year of  ‘not-showing-up” of bad records. You know I miss you.

To the President of “Ah-Girl” club which tries to rival Blind People Society but tak jadi,

Don’t forget that you owe me a bowl of soup and I seriously wish to catch up with you.

To Cikgu Tey who has already misled those young children,

Gambate ya in the totally new environment, remember to invite me whenever you’re going for clubbing…^^

To the most wanted killer who uses a carrot to play badminton,

Don’t care about what joker said, a woman does not need a man to complete her life.

To the biggest fan of Stamford Bridge,

Good luck with your flying mission, I am sure you can fly, hope that you will fly to somewhere near my place, I will show you Old Trafford is better Stamford Bridge~*BLEK*

To the one whom I am going to be her made of honour,

I remember you told me that you need motivation…Nah,here’s your motivation..

To my cockroach wife,

I miss you a lot and I promise that we will meet, no more excuses.

To the lalat who turned me into a tree,

Continue being so 8, I know I taught you well~

To the new no. 11 of Manchester United,

Don’t stressed up yourself, no need to prove that you’re the best, because you’re different, unique, the one and only.

Happy New Year 2009~

~weizeng11~

It has a been while since the last time such great disappointment overwhelmed me.What I can say is youth reporter has lost its own spirit,its own colour,I do not feel proud to be one anymore.

For the first time in my life, I feel disappointed until I am speechless.

Disappointment has taken my words away.

~weizeng11~

When I first saw the trailer 2 months ago,I thought that will be the last movie I want to watch, because I am not someone who is so engrossed with outer space and obsessed with robots. It’s just so not my type~
However, since I already watched all the movies which are showing in the cinema plus running out of excuses to meet some old friends, Wall.E seems to be the best solution.=P 
To my surprise, I was totally mesmerised by Wall.E. The whole story line is fantastic, it’s very close to the concept of my latest artwork. I was thinking of reminding the public how beautiful the world which we are living in now by showing them the highly possible consequences of our world will turn into in the future if we continue allowing the rubbish stack under the sign board which written "Please do not litter" or cutting down trees to prove that we are already civilised.
The first 40 minutes of the movie is without any conversation, not until Eve appears.To me,the most mesmerising part is when Wall.E introduces himself to Eve, "Wall.Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~"
At the end of the movie, mankind manages to make it back to Earth after 700 years of outer space life. So,the part which I actually enjoyed the most was the credits of the movie, because the credits was the real ending of the whole movie. As usual,the credits wasn’t in animation,but more on slideshow which was a series of editted famous masterpiece throughout the era with Wall.E and Eve inside to portray mankind actually goes through civilisation one more time. The most captivating masterpieces were Vincent van Gogh’s Sunflower and Starry Night with Wall.E holding Eve’s hand.Absolutely awesome but once again everyone was hurrying to get out of the cinema…So,how many of them actually get the message which the movie tries to deliver?And how many of them will actually aware of how serious the pollutions have become?
Reminder : Movie is not merely entertainment, each and everyone of them has their own story to tell and important message to deliver.
Currently listening to : Leona Lewis’s Bleeding Love.

~weizeng11~

16 months of absence in my life,she is still that influential.Have been missing her quite a lot especially lately,however she said she didn’t,but somehow I know she did,maybe a bit. Gemini, I know you because I am one too.
In less than half an hour,she actually reminds me of who I was,who I am and who I will be.Perhaps I really changed a lot since our last meeting,but she doesn’t seem to notice that (maybe she just not truly a sensitive Gemini yet),she treats me just as if I’ve never changed,which is a good thing too,I can be my old self when I talk to her.
Kind of pissed with my life lately,feel so isolated and low-profile.Those who know me well will understand that low-profile is never my cup of tea.ermm,my profile seem to "sky-rocket" when we put all those irrelevant conversation topics together.I told her she’s the only one in this world who can make me feel better without telling her my problem.
Now I know,no matter how much the world has changed,there’ll be one person on the other side of the earth can really ‘fei’ with me.
Remember to miss me ya,even though a bit.

~weizeng11~

Today I was acting a bit weird.
but you don’t look surprise at all,perhaps you are thinking that weizeng’s always weird,nothing special about this.
Yingxin (see,I managed to spell correctly) asked me why I am not happy,
I also cannot answer,mayb I don’t even know whether I am happy or not.
Yuezhen said I always talk a lot,but none about myself.Long also agreed to her.
Sueven told me that I am being mysterious.
Am I ?
nevermind,screw it~;P

Suddenly I started to miss everybody,everything. 
This explains a lot why am I still awake at 4.11am.
I think I miss Art… perhaps,who knows? 

~weizeng11~

一直都有个小小的心愿,
就是开间美食休息站.
S.T.O.P.
代表着 Same Time Old Place.
因为我要卖的不只是食物,还有共同回忆.
要有三角地的潮洲薄饼,保记satay,豆腐花,
四块八的炭炒炒粿条,
芙蓉圆的福建面,
Rahang的老鼠粉,
Lobak的干捞云吞面,
Rasah Jaya的客家擂茶,
Senawang的亚洲Laksa,
当然还有学记开完会的首选–Bazaar的Ice Kacang和泰式炒饭. 
因为也许再过10年20年,这些真的只不过是共同回忆而已.

same time old place ;p

~weizeng11~

Now only I realise how much I miss Radio Chan Wa.
The 2 years of so-called deejay’s life in Radio Chan Wa really left a
great impact in my life.In that 2 years,I have been talking to myself
every night to make sure I pronounce every word,every sentence
clearly,fluently.
"Popfm,enjoy the coolest and hottest music around the world,95.7-Klang Valley."
One simple sentence,
helps me recall everything that I have done in and for Radio Chan Wa.
Now only I realise how much I love doing it,being a deejay.
When Lit Yee asked me to give her a hand,I know my eyes were glittering,this sudden excitement is just too……exhilarating!!
One day…
I will… 
let this kind of excitement erupt…
in public again!

~weizeng11~

Tai Lang :"You can’t defeat me,you are just a big fat panda!"
Po :"No,I am THE big fat panda."
Everyone is unique,it just depends on how you judge yourself.
Weaknesses can turn into strengths.

The morale of the Kung Fu Panda is believe.
There’s no secret ingredients,there’s no special power of dragon warrior.
But,if you believe,then there’re secret ingredients,there’s special power. 

Master Wu Gui :"Quit?Don’t quit.Noodles?Don’t noodles.You are too concern of what was and what will be.There’s a saying :’Yesterday is history,tommorrow is mystery and today is a gift.’ That’s why we call it PRESENT ."

Cheerish today and believe in what you believe in.
Eventually you will find life more colourful.

~weizeng11~